1 I still miss you, yknow. I was hoping you sent me a message.
2 I need comfort. Fuck, I hate panic attacks.
3 Why do people do stupid things then realize it’s wrong a second after they’ve done it? I just don’t understand.
4 Sleep early tonight. Good luck on your first day tomorrow.
5 I miss your voice. And your stories. How was your first day?
6 I hope you found someone there. A friend, a companion, a possible soulmate, just someone. I have no one.
7 I forgot your birthday once again. Oh well, it’s not like I’m there to celebrate it with you.
8 You never loved me, did you? The real love kind.
9 I’m starting to forget about things about us. To get used with life without you. It doesn’t hurt as much anymore. I’m not sure I like this. I want the past back - us back.
10 I hope you catch me because I’m already falling - I swear my music library is trying to torture me.
11 I want to talk to you. No malice, no intention - just friends. How can I do that?
12 Where did I go wrong? How did I manage to fuck everything up all at the same time? Shit.
13 It makes me mad that we don’t talk anymore. And I’m still hung up on you. Except I don’t think I am. Fuck, I’m a mess." — unread messages for you (via escafeism)
When love is all too hard to hold, just take a breath and let it go.